Waiting....

One of the most difficult things for me is waiting.   I recently informed my husband that he can not tell me something until he knows for sure if he wants to do it.  Only because I have a very hard time waiting and not just jumping on it.  For instance we will be moving in the next six months because Andrew's project will be over and that means moving on to another project.  I am the planner type who months before figures out where we will live, what school our children will go to, and then I start packing.  Right now we have no clue where we will be moving, only that we are moving.

Ahhhhhh.....

And then when I think about Haddie and how we are simply waiting for a date to go pick her up.  Why can't I just call India and set it up through the court system.  I know I talked about patience in the last blog, but alas I am back in the spiral of not having it.

Bottom line nothing is certain and we do not know what will happen today let alone tomorrow.  But I will try to hold on to God's promise "Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own" (Matthew 6-34).  And that He works all things out for those who love Him.

 Please remind me of this when I start to spiral again.