Ready set...don't go

So to all those who are actually taking the time to read this, we have had a change in plans.  You heard it right this adoption is a one of a kind according to our wonderful reps from the adoption agency.  We found out on Tuesday early morning that India had made a mistake and it wasn't our little girl but another little girl who was ready to have a court hearing.  This was a very hard pill to swallow.  We were so close... Our adoption agency has been great through the whole thing they share our disappointment and have since contacted the Ripa and government with strong yet helpful words of truth about how this has effected us and the family of the little girl who it was actually for.  The agency has never seen this happen before so I pray this is the last time for us and for anyone to suffer the emotional and financial effects of this mistake.

When we found out that we were going; God had given me an uneasiness but I worked through it just in hopes of holding Haddie.  He showed me He was still in control in so many ways through those couple days.  For instance I was on the way to San Francisco to get visas and He put two wonderful women on my flight.  Women I have known for many years and whom I look up to.  They prayed with me and comforted me through the flight and encouraged the road we had ahead.  When I found out through an email that we for sure would not be going a since of peace came over me almost like God was saying, "not yet but soon".  The Lord is so faithful and through the time we found out we were going, till the time we found out we weren't I prayed God would show me and He did through His Holy Spirit.



On the way back the Lord reminded me that whenever thing falls apart I need to keep holding on to the hope that He does not let go...

                                   His beauty is never ending...(my view from the plane home)