Thursday, January 28, 2016

Speechless...and...at a loss...

After today all I am left with is the Word of God "be still and know that I am God" (Psalm 46:10).

Today we got a call from our US agency who had recently got off skype with our India rep.  After some digging and asking around we have found out that over a year and a half ago when the judge refused to hear our case he had made that official.  We have been under the assumption it was not an official ruling by the lawyer at the time.  Come to find out she knew but just swept it under the rug.  So for the last year and a half our case has been closed basically.  Now the agencies that run the Indian adoptions still have her matched to us and still have an active NOC but no movement and there never would have been if this wasn't uncovered.

What next?  What about Haddie?  Our agency will be making a high court appeal once we can get the paperwork from the previous judge.  This is our final option.  Please pray those who read this.  Pray for God's perfect will for our daughter and for this adoption.

I am praying selfishly that she can still be ours, but if not please bring a conclusion for her as she turns seven in April.

Oh Lord you know our hearts, our desires, and our needs.  All I am left with tonight is trusting you and knowing that you are and always will be God!